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hay, the disadvantages of being a 2w1. :(


leads to burn out.


i want to understand you, but i just can't.
to hell with infinity! gar. >:(

oh well. respeto na lamang. respeto.
please acknowledge my existence.
being ignored is so painful.



i did my part, don't be unfair, do yours.

balik

square one ako sa practicum site. hindi ako pwede sa ESSC dahil wala talaga silang programa para sa practicumer. may sinuggest sila na research na pwede kong gawin sa Sorsogon, pero it defeats the purpose of a practicum, dahil sa practicum ay dapat ma-immerse ako sa isang institution. kaya ayun. may practicum site na naman ako (FOLPMI) pero nais ko talaga mag-dalawang practicum para may free elective ako sa school year.


hum.

buk

Benta sa akin ang sinabi ni Sr. Reylie kanina. Nagbabasa kasi ako ng libro kanina about Law of Supply and Demand, tapos napansin ko na may butas yung libro. As in from the cover (hard bound yung libro) hanggang mga after soooo many pages. Maliit na butas lang siya, tapos ayun pinakita ko sa kanila:

Kuya Jek: "Buk-buk yan. Tingnan niyo Sister, na-aamaze si Jaymee sa buk-buk"
Sr. Reylie: "Kaya nga buk-buk eh, kasi mahilig siya sa book."


haha. Alright!

tufeinfejen

basta! mga letra.

Nakausap ko na si Ms. Jill kanina (yung DS alumni na nagtatrabaho sa ESSC ngayon) at bukas ay may meeting kami. :) Yay. Nasabi niya na they're looking at sending me to Malaybalay dun sa school don (JVP site din yun). Sana matuloy..


ay basta. kasi naman, hindi na nga natuloy yung ano, tapos mukhang at least ito, ayun. :)
sikreto. di niyo rin naman maiintindihan ang nasa puso ko.



excited.

!

yay, tapos ko na ang resume ko. ngayon kailangan ko na magsimula sa aking talk. gar! haha. help naman mag-brainstorm. :)

tuesday

haha, tuesday na naman, at nakita ko na naman na ang bilis ni Lord sumagot sa panalangin. :p

kanina nagmumukmok ako kasi ang daming kailangang gawin, tapos gusto ko lang talaga matulog. so sabi ko, makikipag-date muna ako kay Lord, kasi basta, yun na yun. on my way to the chapel, sabi ko, "Lord, sino kaya ang pwede ko i-text para makasabay sa Misa? Gusto ko sana magsimba naman nang may kasama." tapos pagdating ko sa Gonzaga, nandun si ate Ailen at nagsimba kami at nag-lunch. :)


Yay. Thank you, Lord for friends. :)

stars

ang daming clusters. haha. ang cute lang, hiwa-hiwalay na.
kung maging accredited na kaya ang DevSoc, saan kami ilalagay?


antok na ako!

insights

hodge-podge.

- lakbay = lakad + akbay
- will you come with me?
- what's bothering you? maybe you're being impatient? maybe you're not for this group?
- past and future
- Our realities now were someone else's dreams once upon a time.
- we can never be complete
- "I would like to believe that I am one of them." (and you are.)
- sticking together.. Tower of Bubble!
- walang hiya/an.
- endurance
- perseverance
- strategy
- limitations
- time for self
- trust
- being a teamplayer
- accepting the Self
- learning
- communication
- sensitivity
- intimacy
- Ang tanging mga taong makapagdudulot sa atin ng sakit ay ang mga taong mahal natin. :(
- head-level vs. heart-level (knowing vs. doing)
- strengths and weaknesses
- asking for help
- honesty
- believing / faith
- You've changed me. You've made an impact in my life. This is who I am now.
- It's liberating to express to people concerned what's truly in my heart.
(but it's really hard to start, and even end because when we end we don't know what to expect.)
- commitment (being more careful now)
- it's comforting to know that you're always there, i hope i don't make a stupid mistake again.
- To reach high, dig deep.
- Ang sako ng bigas, kapag puno ay makatatayo, kapag walang laman, nililipad ng hangin.
- simple concern
- core values
- unti-unti lamang
- reassurance
- totoo.
- more processing




- learning process...

KASOCSCIYAN! Social Sciences Week 2007, Feb.3-9

click here for more details.

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yes, I do have issues with social exclusion.
you can't blame me, it really is painful to be ignored.

so think twice before doing anything.
hindi pwedeng ganon palagi.

S.D.

(sustainable dev't)
Watching the news on tv, and reading the paper nowadays really does make me worried.


How about the future?
I think about Matt, I think about Aleka, the kids, the future..
What else would be left for them?


Aren't you alarmed?
This really is happening.
What are we doing? When will it be too late?
Are we going to wait for that?

Please, let's not.
But, who will teach us what to do?




confusion.

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anong nangyari sa january?