hehe

within the past four days, in my yahoo! inbox, I have seven emails from ate Anna Rojas and one from Dr. Nina Rojas. haha. They're so fun. We shall finally meet on Friday. :)

I'm excited. Her emails are always filled with kwento, I'm looking forward to meeting her personally. I told her to make a list of what she intends to tell me about because in her emails she always has a "I shall tell you about ____ when we meet." haha, as in. :) Yay.



haha, sige. I'm sleepy na.

reminder

"You are first, God's child, next, His servant."











salamat sa paalala, ate Jeanie.

grabe

ilang linggo kami magkakasama-sama para gawin ang aming Venida thesis. Ngayon, oral reports / defense nalang at revision, tapos ready na kami gumawa ng aming individual na totoong thesis next year! salamat cai and kat! :)

Please read. Thanks!

Hi friends! :-)

 

The psycho-social group of Simbahang Lingkod ng Bayan (SLB) is looking for volunteers who is available to go to the disaster sites in Bicol this March 2-4 for psycho-social follow up.

 

So if you have:

- counseling background either as a course, training or actual practice

- time to undergo an orientation on March 1, 6-8pm

- no sickness and is physically fit and psychologically healthy and resilient

- the capacity to work under pressure, changes, surprises and stressful conditions

 

Please join us!

 

Peer counselors/college students can volunteer as long as the abovementioned requirements are fulfilled.

 

Volunteers below 18 years old should submit parent/s consent (you can get the waiver form from SLB).

 

Departure from Manila is on Friday, March 2, 8pm. The group will be back by Monday, March 4 morning around 5am.

 

Please grab this opportunity to do something, serve and help our brothers and sisters in Bicol.

 

If you are interested please contact RC: 0921-3509565.

 

Please forward to your groups. Thanks!

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late!

I'm writing a paper for philo. Guess what, it was due this morning.
Gar.

oh well.

it's nice to see that the march 7 project is moving along. I know Alyana and I are the project heads, pero yun, di ko na nakakamusta. I've been running around school for requirements kasi. Hay. Ang hirap ng groupwork pala kapag ako lang walang laptop. Promise, siguro mas naging efficient at mas maaga kami natapos kung nakakapagtrabaho na ako agad. Ang nangyayari kasi ay sinusulat ko sa papel muna, tapos kapag may libreng computer either from my two groupmates, ayun itatayp ko na. Hay. hanggang kelan kaya ito? sabi nga ni Audrey sakin benta nalang niya laptop niya sa akin. 30K raw. eh di naman pwede.

sa ngayon kailangan tiisin ang mga papel at report. may mahihiraman naman eh.


sige, tapusin ko na ang philo ko.

basta

matapos na ang wednesday, ok na. hay.

looking forward to Friday--lunch date with the Rojas sisters haha (ang fun talaga) and dinner date with ate Tish



sige, have to go! first time in my life na magpapasa ako ng late na papel :(

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!!

block jj!

inuman tayo pagkatapos ng venida thesis! garrr!

>.<

birthday!

Happy Birthday teJenica! :) ang fun nung picture kaya ito ang nilagay ko. hehe. :) kuha yan nung SBS natin sa SacSE last school year. Ang saya natin diba? Isa sa mga bagay na nami-miss ko ngayon ang samahan natin sa SacSE dati. Haha, na-miss.

Isa sa mga fondest memory ko sa iyo ay noong binilin mo sa akin ang SacSE bago ako mag-sophomore year, at bago ka umalis pa-JTA mo. Ang dami mong binilin sa akin, at marami naman akong natutuhan. Sana kahit papaano ay naalagaan at napatakbo ko ang minamahal nating committee sa way na gusto mo. :)

May lunch pa tayong super super overdue! :) Schedule natin kapag hindi na tayo masyadong busy.

Love teJen! :) Yay.

monday

- Calatagan paper na di ko pa rin maisip saan magfofocus at paano gagawin ang framework.
- History report part, tungkol sa history ng Filipino drama. Mukhang madali pero marami pa rin kasing babasahin para masulat ko yun, eh mas marami pa rin ang para sa polsci.
- Dapat halos tapos na ang mini-thesis, na parang mas mahirap pa sa totoong thesis dahil ang komplikado ng mga bagay. :( waah, due na ito sa susunod na araw. Bahala na, mamamatay na kaming lahat (mga studyante ng research methods).
- Meeting with my polsci groupates ng 9-1030.


sino pwede magPAHIRAM NG LAPTOP? Para lang sa monday? naghahabol lang talaga.

?

weh. the cat at the mvp / kostka area peed on me. grr. ano ako, puno? haha.






ang dami dami dami pa! ang lapit na ng lunes, shucks.

AB Research Methods

yan currently ang course namin ngayon. gar!

promise, summer pa lang gagawin ko na ang RRL ko. para naman ma-enjoy ko ang senior year ko, dahil pamatay ata ang thesis ng DS. kailangan ko na mag-isip ng topic. nakikita ko na unti-unti.






---------
at for practicum, Tabang! :)

more

stress!

ang burara ko, di ko mahanap yung mga syllabus ko sa polsci at sa history, kailangan ko pa naman yung sa polsci para sa pagsulat ng papel ko. gar. saan ko kaya nilagay yun? hinalungkat ko na lahat ng lugar sa bahay. hay. baka nasa school. yung histroy ko kaya? nasaan? waah. :( nakakastress naman. ang daming palpak na nangyayari.

deadlines--
monday: Calatagan Paper
tuesday: Philo Paper 3, DS120 Final Paper (gaar!! wala pa kaming RRL at marami pang wala! patay.
wednesday: History presentation + paper (ito pa ang garr, wala pang laman ito except intro.. groupmates?), Polsci presentation ULIT.



hay. kailangan ko ng comfort! haha. ayos.

Patience

Take That

Just have a little, patience

I'm still hurting from a love I lost,
I'm feeling your frustration,
But any minute all the pain will stop,
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight,
Don't be too hard on my emotions

(Chorus)
Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb, has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,

I really wanna start over again,
I know you wanna be my salvation,
The one that I can always depend,

I'll try to be strong, believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me,

Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience yeah,

Have a little patience, Yeah

Cause this scar runs so deep,
It's been hard,
But I have to believe,

Have a little patience,
Have a little patience,

wooh

Cause I, I just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try, and have a little patience,

Have a little patience,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little... Patience

what?

five major requirements due on monday to wednesday?
shucks, ang hirap ha, tatlo pa roon groupwork.

i can't work efficiently. bakit? :(

Pinoy Voters' Academy

A Non Traditional Voters' education…

A brief National Situationer…

A Political Education…

A Call to Action…

A Dialogue…

 

 

Simbahang Lingkod ng Bayan

Invites you to the 

 

Pinoy Voters' Academy

           

PLUS: Training on Poll Watching,

Re-launching of Eleksyong Pinoy-PVA Video,

Election Audio CD, and

PINOY BANTAY BAYAN

(Menu of Options for Involvement this May Elections)

 

 

 

 

MARCH 3, 2007

(Saturday)

 

8:00AM-12:00NN

 

 

San Jose Seminary Covered Courts,

Ateneo de Manila University

 

 

 

Registration is Free.

 

 

For inquiries or reservations you may contact:

 

SIMBAHANG LINGKOD NG BAYAN (SLB)

 Loyola House of Studies, Ateneo de Manila University, Loyola Heights, Q.C.

 Tel Nos. (02) 426-6101 locals 3440-3441, Telefax: (02) 426-5968,

Mobile: 0926-3041826

E-mail: slb@admu.edu.ph

Web: www.slb.ph

 

Please forward to your other friends and e-groups.

Apologies to those who received this more than once.

invite

sinong gustong manood ng Sandaang Panaginip sa Wednesday? :)
text me.

-

haha, umasa.

Ang Makata

El Poeta
(Pablo Neruda; salin ni Fidel Rillo)

Nagalugad ko na ang buhay, sa gitna
ng makirot na pag-ibig: dati akong nag-iingat
ng isang maliit na pahina ng kuwarso
upang maipako sa buhay ang aking mga mata.
Bumili ako ng kabutihan, nasa palengke ako
ng kasakiman, nilanghap ko ang pinakabinging
tubig ng inggit, ang di-makataong hostilidad
ng mga maskara at pagkatao,
nabuhay ako sa isang mundong latian
na ang bulaklak, ang asusena, ay dagliang lumamon
sa akin sa mabulang pagyanig nito,
at saanman ako humakbang
nadudulas ang aking kaluluwa
sa mga ngipin ng kailaliman.
Ganyan sumilang ang aking panulaan,
halos hindi makahulagpos sa mabubulong halaman,
saklot ng pag-iisang tila isang parusa,
o itinago sa hardin ng kahambugan
ang isang lihim na bulaklak hanggabng ito’y mailibing.
Malayong tulad ng madilim na tubig
na namamahay sa malalalim na lagusan,
tumakas ako sa iba’t ibang kamay,
tungo sa bawat tiwalag ng pagkatao,
tungo sa araw-araw na pagkamuhi.
Alam kong ganyan sila nabuhay, ikinubli
ang kalahati ng kanilang pagkatao, tulad ng isda
mula sa kakatwang dagat, at sa maburak na kalakhan nito’y
nakaharap ko ang kamatayan.
Kamatayang nagbubukas ng mga pinto at daan.
Kamatayang dumadausdos sa mga moog.

teams

Dear Lord,

di ko po alam kung ano ang tinuturo Niyo sa akin dito. Lalo na't coming from the context ng realization nung Prep. Hindi ko po alam kung tama ang desisyon ko na mag-yes sa offer nila. Hanggang ngayon iniisip ko tuloy, "naku, tama ba?" Marahil may pagdududa dahil hindi ko pa tuluyang naiintindihan kung ano ito. Di bale, sa Lunes mas malinaw na. Haha, Lord. Samahan Mo ako ha. Haha, impulsive ba? In fairness ha, nagustuhan ko kasi ang aspeto ng ek-ek (haha, oo ganito ako makipag-usap sa Diyos ko) na sinabi niya. Pero yun. Medyo nakakatakot. Haha, pero heto na naman tayo, sasabihin Mo na huwag ako matakot. Gamitin pa raw ba si *ahem* para batukan ako tungkol roon.

Ay siya, di pa pala tapos ang papel ko. Hindi ko pa po masasabi na at peace ako sa desisyon na iyon. Haha, di ko pa nga alam kung ano eh. Pero salamat sa pagkakataon. :)

Yay. Good morning.

noong valentine's day,

nagsimula ang araw ko sa pag-cram ng history pointers ko dahil may Long Exam ako ng 1030am. Medyo mainit ulo ko dahil di pa ako tapos mag-aral. Haha. Nakatulog kasi ako nung gabi. Mga 1015am ay nasa Trike Station palang ako sa Mini Stop kaya mas stress haha. Nakarating naman ako sa classroom ng ~1026 kaya ayos. Confident naman noong binigay ang test paper, kaso nga lang biglang kainis kasi blessing pala ng JSEC kaya di kami maka-concentrate sa aming test haha. Samahan mo pa ng pagkanta ng Ama Namin. Good luck naman sa akin habang sinusulat ko ang essay ko. :) Ansaya! Natapos ko naman ang exam ko, pero di ko alam ang lahat ng sagot sa mod true or false, pero ayos lang sa akin yun. Masaya ako sa sagot ko sa essay. :)

After nun, work work work naman for our research sa DS120. Grabehan. Phone brigade to the different companies, pero ayun dahil di kami makagamit ng phone sa dept, pisu-piso kami sa payphone. Ang saya diba? Kaya ayun, sa mga susunod na tatakbo, magandang proyekto ang magprovide ng telephone lines for outside calls to be used for academic purposes. :b After phone brigade, faxing the letters naman. Di na naman kami makagamit sa dept kaya ayun, sa polsci kami naki-fax hehe. :) Buti nalang friendships namin si ate Sally at ang mga polsci teachers haha. Kaya ayun, as thank you kay ate Sally binigay ko nalang sa kanya yung rose ko. Haha. Ayos lang yun, napasaya na ako nung flower.

Tapos, tapos, tapos sumama ako sa Block Valentine's Date! :) Yay. We went to Eastwood to watch a movie and eat at Fazoli's. :) We watched Music and Lyrics. :) Lima lang kami kasi may mga class ang iba. Ang nakasama ay: Corina, Cai, She, and Gino. :) Ayun. Ang saya.

Sige, susulat ko pa ang paper ko. :)

salamat

sa mga social capital na laging maaasahan sa mga panahon ng pagpapanic dahil may reporting o may papel or whatever in a few hours tapos kailangan ng laptop.

salamat at pinahiram mo ako kahapon kahit na may papel ka rin. hayaan mo, pag may laptop na ako (waaah) papahiramin din kita. :b

limang linggo nalang!

science

dear Ate Jaye,

mahilig ka rin ba sa science? kasi yung mga pinapadala mo sa aking articles ay puro tungkol sa science. :) Nakakatuwa lang kasi yan ang mga type kong basahin. Hehe. Yay, magkapatid nga tayo! :) bumili ako ng libro, mga two or three weeks ago--Science Solitaire. ang galing. parang yung mga pinadadala mong articles. pag nakaipon na ako bibili kita nung libro tapos ipapadala ko sa'yo via ewan. :b oh well, malapit din naman kasi ang science sa math haha. naalala mo pa ba yung mga science contests na sinasalihan ko nung bata ako? :) hehe. yung mga quiz bee, na hindi ko maalala kung ever na nanalo ako. :-s tapos nung high school na ako, MedSci naman ako haha. Ang cute pala nating magkakapatid, nasubukan ang lahat. Ikaw physical science, si Kuya liacomm (tama ba?). haha, astig. At least di nagsawa sa atin yung mga teachers na pare-pareho haha.

Sige, papasok pa ako (kahit na wala akong pasok groupwork lang waah!). :)

Love!

your little sister,
jaymee :b


(oo, public na sulat, ansaya diba?)

~

Yay, nakatawag na ako sa Tabang Mindanaw. Magpadala raw ako ng email. :) Ang bait nung nakausap ko. :)

I Wandered Lonely As A Cloud

William Wordsworth

I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o’er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host of golden daffodils
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced, but they
Outdid the sparkling waves in glee;
A poet could not but be gay
In such a jocund company:
I gazed—and gazed—but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought.

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills
And dances with the daffodils.


pinag-aralan namin ito nung third year hs, tapos mataas grade ko sa homework na i-drawing kung ano itsura nung poem.. anyway, ito ay isa sa mga favorite poems ko dahil na-re-reassure ang personality ko.. haha, kung di niyo ko masyadong kilala di niyo mage-gets.

Health!

The Global Brand of Philippine Medical Services
(Developing and Promoting Filipino Health Human Resources and Services)
by Jaime Galvez Tan, M.D., M.P.H.
(Former Health Secretary, Industry Champion and Research Director -- Health and Wellness Sector of the Philippine Services Coalition, President of Health Futures International, Professor of the UP College of Medicine)

Feb 19, 4:30-6pm, SOM 210

yay, punta kayo ha. :)

ang valentine's day ng jj

Every year, may block jj Valentine's date, as in since first year pa kami (o diba, block B pa ako nun pero alam ko haha), lumalabas ang block para kumain. Naalala ko pa na noong freshman kami, sa shuttle sila sumakay, tapos pagbalik nila may mga heart balloons sila, ang cute! Third year na ako pero 'di pa rin ako nakakasama sa kahit isa. Boo. Sa Wednesday kasi baka 'di na naman ako makasama kasi may pamatay na presentation kami sa PoS120 the next day. :( Boo x 10. Movie date pa yun! At tsaka pinaka-importante, miss ko pa naman na ang blockmates ko. Ang loser ko talaga oh. Haha. Ayan.

Oh well, Happy Valentine's Day my dear Block JJ. :)
Mahal ko kayong lahat (haha, sige na nga, pati na ang mga bagong salta na hindi ko man lamang alam ang mga pangalan).
♥.

friendster

haha, binuhay ko pala ang friendster ko. haha. :b
yun lang. :)

-

Okay, so this morning at ~2 I heard / felt you walking in our halls. This is the first time that I actually heard you making footsteps.

Do you actually need anything?

i survived! :)

Teenage life is like a roller coaster—it can be both exciting and scary at the same time. Nothing is quite stable, for everywhere we look, change is most likely to happen. There are things that just seem to go around and around. There are times when we feel so happy with ourselves, that we do not want to get off the ride anymore. But then there are also times when everything seems so overwhelming that we want the rollercoaster ride to stop.

But remember, the operator does not ever allow us to ride the rollercoaster alone. There will always be other people who will be with us. They will share our joys, our anxieties, our fears, our boredoms, our excitement—and a lot more things. So even if the experience may be quite frightening already, remember that you are not alone in that ride.

here we go!

sana may mapulot naman sila sa akin!
kinakabahan na ako!
my talk is currently printing. haha.

-

season na naman para sa mga papel!
gaaar!

Kailangan Ko, Kailangan Mo

Anong lungkot ng gabi, ngayong walang mga bituin.
Ako Ngayo’y ganyan din, nag-iisa sa dilim
Walang kahulugan ang buhay na ito
Kung walang minamahal, o di kaya’y nagmamahal
Kailangan ko’y kailangan din ako.

Ako ngayo’y nalulumbay, sa ki’y walang sumasabay
Ikaw kaya’y katulad ko, naliligaw sa ‘ting mundo
Paano nalang tayo kung lagi na lang ganito?
Kailangan ko’y katulad mong, kailangan ng katulad ko.
Lahat tayo’y kailangan ng kasama sa mundong ito
Sana ika’y lagi sa piling ko.
Lahat tayo’y kailangan ng kasama sa mundong ito,
Sana ika’y (Sana ika’y), Sana ika’y (Sana ika’y)
Sana ika’y lagi sa piling ko.



sorry, di ko alam sino nagsulat nito

family is the answer!

To what? "How and why public students achieve."

Read the article here.

They published the study into a book, and they're selling them at the LS Bookstore for only Php50 each. I was supposed to get a copy today (because I saw Dr. Queena Lee-Chua and te Solvie talk about it in a TV show last night), but when I went down to the bookstore, they were already closed. Maybe tomorrow, or Monday.

altp

is over. I really thought I still have 6 more hours this week, but it turned out that I already have a total of 17 hours and 37 minutes. The required number of hours is just 16. Good job.

Kanina sa Jovit's (doon ako na-assign today) may dalawang babae na nagpa-laminate ng pictures nilang dalawa. Tapos sa likod ng picture, nilagay nila ang entrance ticket sa pinuntahan nila, tapos sa isa pa ay ang mga resibo ng bus pauwi sa Maynila. Nakakasenti. I miss having a friend like that. Well, maybe I do have friends like that, I'm just too blinded by the past.. I give you the permission na batukan ako kung hindi ko ina-acknowledge iyon.

-

i wonder if 10 years or so from now you'd still remember me.



false promises

-

hay, the disadvantages of being a 2w1. :(


leads to burn out.


i want to understand you, but i just can't.
to hell with infinity! gar. >:(

oh well. respeto na lamang. respeto.
please acknowledge my existence.
being ignored is so painful.



i did my part, don't be unfair, do yours.

balik

square one ako sa practicum site. hindi ako pwede sa ESSC dahil wala talaga silang programa para sa practicumer. may sinuggest sila na research na pwede kong gawin sa Sorsogon, pero it defeats the purpose of a practicum, dahil sa practicum ay dapat ma-immerse ako sa isang institution. kaya ayun. may practicum site na naman ako (FOLPMI) pero nais ko talaga mag-dalawang practicum para may free elective ako sa school year.


hum.

buk

Benta sa akin ang sinabi ni Sr. Reylie kanina. Nagbabasa kasi ako ng libro kanina about Law of Supply and Demand, tapos napansin ko na may butas yung libro. As in from the cover (hard bound yung libro) hanggang mga after soooo many pages. Maliit na butas lang siya, tapos ayun pinakita ko sa kanila:

Kuya Jek: "Buk-buk yan. Tingnan niyo Sister, na-aamaze si Jaymee sa buk-buk"
Sr. Reylie: "Kaya nga buk-buk eh, kasi mahilig siya sa book."


haha. Alright!

tufeinfejen

basta! mga letra.

Nakausap ko na si Ms. Jill kanina (yung DS alumni na nagtatrabaho sa ESSC ngayon) at bukas ay may meeting kami. :) Yay. Nasabi niya na they're looking at sending me to Malaybalay dun sa school don (JVP site din yun). Sana matuloy..


ay basta. kasi naman, hindi na nga natuloy yung ano, tapos mukhang at least ito, ayun. :)
sikreto. di niyo rin naman maiintindihan ang nasa puso ko.



excited.

!

yay, tapos ko na ang resume ko. ngayon kailangan ko na magsimula sa aking talk. gar! haha. help naman mag-brainstorm. :)

tuesday

haha, tuesday na naman, at nakita ko na naman na ang bilis ni Lord sumagot sa panalangin. :p

kanina nagmumukmok ako kasi ang daming kailangang gawin, tapos gusto ko lang talaga matulog. so sabi ko, makikipag-date muna ako kay Lord, kasi basta, yun na yun. on my way to the chapel, sabi ko, "Lord, sino kaya ang pwede ko i-text para makasabay sa Misa? Gusto ko sana magsimba naman nang may kasama." tapos pagdating ko sa Gonzaga, nandun si ate Ailen at nagsimba kami at nag-lunch. :)


Yay. Thank you, Lord for friends. :)

stars

ang daming clusters. haha. ang cute lang, hiwa-hiwalay na.
kung maging accredited na kaya ang DevSoc, saan kami ilalagay?


antok na ako!

insights

hodge-podge.

- lakbay = lakad + akbay
- will you come with me?
- what's bothering you? maybe you're being impatient? maybe you're not for this group?
- past and future
- Our realities now were someone else's dreams once upon a time.
- we can never be complete
- "I would like to believe that I am one of them." (and you are.)
- sticking together.. Tower of Bubble!
- walang hiya/an.
- endurance
- perseverance
- strategy
- limitations
- time for self
- trust
- being a teamplayer
- accepting the Self
- learning
- communication
- sensitivity
- intimacy
- Ang tanging mga taong makapagdudulot sa atin ng sakit ay ang mga taong mahal natin. :(
- head-level vs. heart-level (knowing vs. doing)
- strengths and weaknesses
- asking for help
- honesty
- believing / faith
- You've changed me. You've made an impact in my life. This is who I am now.
- It's liberating to express to people concerned what's truly in my heart.
(but it's really hard to start, and even end because when we end we don't know what to expect.)
- commitment (being more careful now)
- it's comforting to know that you're always there, i hope i don't make a stupid mistake again.
- To reach high, dig deep.
- Ang sako ng bigas, kapag puno ay makatatayo, kapag walang laman, nililipad ng hangin.
- simple concern
- core values
- unti-unti lamang
- reassurance
- totoo.
- more processing




- learning process...

KASOCSCIYAN! Social Sciences Week 2007, Feb.3-9

click here for more details.

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yes, I do have issues with social exclusion.
you can't blame me, it really is painful to be ignored.

so think twice before doing anything.
hindi pwedeng ganon palagi.

S.D.

(sustainable dev't)
Watching the news on tv, and reading the paper nowadays really does make me worried.


How about the future?
I think about Matt, I think about Aleka, the kids, the future..
What else would be left for them?


Aren't you alarmed?
This really is happening.
What are we doing? When will it be too late?
Are we going to wait for that?

Please, let's not.
But, who will teach us what to do?




confusion.

?

anong nangyari sa january?