Blah

It's so hard to be misunderstood:

It's all in the mind.. Snap out of it.. It's your fault.. There's no reason..



You don't even know how it feels.






Crap.

French Fries

Yesterday was a "French-filled" day. J and I watched French films all day (three, to be exact) at the French Film Festival at Shangri La. Then ate French Fries from McDo. Haha. I should've eaten French toast, too.

We watched these:

Dix-Sept Fois Cecile Cassard
400 coups
La Pianiste

Being influenced by conservative Catholic culture (oh super yeah, Catholic school all the way, and what family I belong to), I sort of "got sick" watching some of the scenes. I was just not prepared to see such things (yet?). But as my friend V mentioned, what liberation it brought.

We can't all just hide in our own "sheltered" worlds all the time. The movie is not pornography. It's a really decent film. It's all about perspective. All three films were great. I could say that La Pianiste is my favorite. I like the plot very much. The story is very real. It presents how sick everyone of us are. How we are all strangled by the society we live in. How society makes us sick. We have our own secret desires that the world looks down upon. We can't break free as culture says it's wrong. But should those reasons, being wrong in the eyes of society, keep us from being happy? Keep us from living our life?

Society drives us mad. Pushes us to the limits. It makes us want to turn the other way. Turn away. But we simply cannot. Though the fighter in us rebels--we hide our desires, we do them secretly. In turn our desires burn us down. Like a mad, struggling dog trying to break free from her chains, she is violently strangled.





Sigh.

Tambayan

Mabuti na may nakakaintindi. Kahit na hindi kakilala. Kahit na hindi kasama. Kahit na malayo. Kahit na hindi na alam kung magkikita pa muli. Kahit na sa mundong ito lamang.



Sana makatambay pa ako nang mas matagal.

Hiding

And we'll forever hide behind the darkness of uncertainty. Where everything is quiet yet deafening. Where everything is dark yet blinding. Where no ray of sunlight hits the ground.

Where nobody can see, but the eyes cannot be shut. Where the mind is constantly haunted by uncontrollable images. Where we constantly wish that the saying "Ignorance is bliss" were forever true.

We run, but we aren't getting anywhere. We're tired, but cannot stop. Controls are useless.




Are you hiding? Or are you lost? Are you out of control?



Bummer.

NO TO CON-ASS

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Just

Just want to sleep til it's all over. Trying to reach it, but nothing seems to work. Nobody helps, nobody listens. Just blank stares. Just blank sheets. Just unanswered conversations. Unanswered calls.

Adik

Okay, im praning. Im happy right now, but im dreading about how long this would last. A day? Two days? A week? A month? Sheesh. When will it end.

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it just made me so bad trip now

I really hate social exclusion. As in HATE. I always tell my pamangkins not to use the word HATE because it's not really nice. But now, I'm using it. I hate social exclusion. Why do you have to do it? Why should it be there? Why did you even have to mention it in the first place? It makes me feel as if you don't like talking about it. It's as if you're ashamed it even happened. Parang napreso lang ah. Parang nakapatay lang ah. Ganoong level din ba yun? :( ang sad. Bakit kailangan pa ba ikahiya ang isang bagay na hindi naman masama? Kung totoo naman, bakit kailangan pang itago? Bakit kailangan pang maging ganito? Wala na.

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Poke

I remember one of my best friends poke me when I told her I don't really care about those stuff anymore. Haha. Too bad. It's kinda sad, actually.




Gah. I really really don't like Korina Sanchez.




(ok, am I gonna be sent to jail because of this post?)

Inspiration

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Ignorance is bliss

Funny how things are doing right now. Still learning how to fly, but refusing to jump. Still analyzing the angles. Still calculating how the gravitational force would affect if ever there will be a fall. Why don't you just jump? Stop thinking. Just jump. Dive into the sky. Dive into the dark storm clouds and be with one with thunder. Just jump. You don't even have to think about it. It doesn't matter. Forget about wind burns. Forget about sun burns. Forget it. Just jump. Feel it. Leave it. Live it. Fly.

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Ignorance is bliss

Funny how things are doing right now. Still learning how to fly, but refusing to jump. Still analyzing the angles. Still calculating how the gravitational force would affect if ever there will be a fall. Why don't you just jump? Stop thinking. Just jump. Dive into the sky. Dive into the dark storm clouds and be with one with thunder. Just jump. You don't even have to think about it. It doesn't matter. Forget about wind burns. Forget about sun burns. Forget it. Just jump. Feel it. Leave it. Live it. Fly.

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