Homecoming Concert

Aside from this Homecoming concert, the ACGC will be having another one at the Gesu on Oct 1, Sunday, 10am. It's free and especially for the Ateneo community.

todo:

ay, ang galing. ang "to do" ay pwede maging "todo" kasi "todo na ito: week 15/18 na!"
ay, ang labo mo jaymee. ito na nga ang listahan:

tonight Sept28 (Thursday):
- Poverty Situationer part for theo paper (+ biblio)
- Powerpoint for EIA report
- at least 1/2 of ES175 homework
- contact interviewee for DS102
- giveaways for ES175 report

Friday, Sept29:
- compile theo
- questions for DS102 interview
- finish ES175 homework
- ES175 report
- read Clean Air Act
- research EMB
- ACGC Concert! (boo, di naman ako makakapunta..)

Saturday, Sept30
- DS102 meeting
- start ES175 paper
- Hope for the Flowers 3p (with ANI people and Kuya Jek)
- revise DS112 part of paper
- email interviewee

Sunday, Oct1
- Mass 7a
- ACGC Concert @ Gesu 10a (ito, baka maaari pa akong pumunta)
- finish DS112 part
- ES175 paper
- DS102

Monday, Oct2
- last IC for my RDL. :(
- DS102
- submission of Theo final paper

ito muna. baka maubos ang space kapag nilagay ko lahat.

kaya ito diba?

Free Hugs

ang ganda nito, natuwa ako sobra..

Maging Akin Muli

- Arnel Aquino, sj

Manlaming man sa Akin
puso kong maramdamin,
Lisanin man ng tuwa puso mong namamanglaw,
Manginig man sa takot masindakin mong puso,
Mag-ulap man sa lungkot
diwa mong mapag-imbot.

Kapiling mo Akong laging naghihintay
sa tanging tawag mo.
Pag-ibig Kong ito isang pananabik sa puso Ko.
Sa'yong pagbabalik sa piling Kong puspos ng pagsuyo.
Manahimik at makinig ka't maging Akin muli.

Di mo rin akalain tinig mo'y hanap Ko rin,
Ang 'yong tuwa at sakit Aking galak at pait.
Kung lingid pa sa iyo Aking pakikiloob,
Tuklasin mong totoo tunay mong pagkatao.

ayan

mayroon na ulit akong net. thanks to kuya for buying a new lan card, and to my perseverance for fixing the entire thing.

pero mamayang gabi na ako mag-eemail and stuff because i have to run to school now. it's 841h, and i'm still here. i have to get to F-AVR by 930h just in time for ivory's play.

sige.



i need a hug and a bonding session badly.

When She Loved Me

- Sarah McLachlan
(from Toy Story 2)

When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together lives within my heart
And when she was sad,
I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy,
So was I
When she loved me

Through the summer and the fall
We had each other, that was all
Just she and I together,
Like it was meant to be

And when she was lonely,
I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me

So the years went by
I stayed the same
But she began to drift away
I was left alone
Still I waited for the day
When she'd say I will always love you

Lonely and forgotten,
I'd never thought she'd look my way
And she smiled at me and held me just like she used to do
Like she loved me
When she loved me

When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together lives within my heart

When she loved me

net

sira ang net ko sa house kasi nasira ko. haha

yun lang.
di na rin ako magtatagal dito, nakikigamit lamang ako ng computer ni kuya mark.
nandito lang ako kasi katatapos lang ng Bus Stop ng Katipunan Ext. maski na may orals ako for theo on Saturday, pinili kong mag-bus stop kasi naman noh, kailangan ko ng direction sa buhay. nase-stress na ako sa kakaaral. boo. as in. :(

hay oh well. paano na kaya bukas? i want to type my "orals" na kasi, as in every word that i am going to say. hindi gumagana yung outline sa akin. haha. sana ma-type in ko nalang diba? pero wala eh, sa yellow paper nalang. hmm. i'll ask my friend if she can lend me her laptop tomorrow. whole day naman nasa matteo lang ako.

yun lang. sige, have class pa.

:)

had a great day today. i'm too happy to even write proper sentences, so i'll just write bullet points:

- arrived at school ~0730am NO TRAFFIC.
- put band aid on my two pointers. haha. wawa.
- showed kuya mark that i know how to pluck ama namin and song of ruth already. ate rina's "wow, marunong na siya!" :)
- i was the only participant for the SIGNS workshop on the Mass for the morning session. :) special!
- had a very great Mass. "You have to TRUST God." hay. tears came.
- played the flute. planning to practice more and make a song arrangement with kuya mark for his special project. :)
- hung out with kuya mark, ate nancy, and ate rina while waiting for our lunch delivery.
- ate nancy's chips.
- usapang laptop, encoder, pag-summarize, maglinis ng bahay (?!) hahaha. at iba pang raket.
- bro. chris and his funny comments and smiles :b
- hay naku! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. di talaga ako tinigilan.
- somebody's sleepy, and it's not me! (and hindi na nga sleepy, dahil natulog na talaga)
- took pictures with kuya mark's camera. favorite subject: ate rina. haha. :b
- after 100 years, lunch came.
- ate rina treated me lunch :) one-piece chicken (haha, hindi two-piece? LOL) + kuya mark's pizza treat.
- rastie's comments, rachelle's cough syrup, chris's tagong smiles, chico's empanadas. :) i love SIGNS.
- eliazo open house. invited by myra. aww. that was really so sweet of her.
- "follow the yellow brick road" with vinia.
- rushed to gonzaga for ron's play :)
- "uhm, hi, i'm a guest of ron?" tapos nakasulat sa papel sa front desk ang "jasmine / jaymee duran"
- ang galing ng "sTArting 5: iba 'to!". syempre suportahan ang blockmate / kapwa SIGN. :)
- text text text text :) hahahahahahahahhahahaha.
- ate rina dropped me off at the u-turn slot under near mini stop, and found out that it was out of the way! wow! that's love.
- "i don't have my keys" therefore i have to wait for everyone.
- hung out at jollibee acacia lane
- had a haircut
- found out that my keys were in my bag all along. ("iba na talaga ang distracted")
- IM with Ivory :)


that's all. got to go back now to my theo. :)
hahahahaha. yun lang. hanggang taenga ang ngiti ko. feeling ko nawiweirdohan na lahat ng taong nakasalubong sa akin today. haha. :b

SALAMAT! :)

-

hay, na-stress naman ako.
alam ko ako ang nagreresist, pero ayoko talaga makinig MUNA.
marahil one of these days magigising ako at bingi na ako dahil patuloy kong sinasara ang taenga at puso ko.

isang araw mangyayari yun. mawawalan na lamang ako ng aking mga senses dahil patuloy kong sinasara ang lahat ng bagay, at nililimita ang sarili ko sa mga bagay na pwede pang mangyari. ito ay dahil pinangungunahan ako ng takot sa kung ano man ang pwedeng mangyari kapag pinakinggan ko na ang iyong masasabi.


bahala na nga. ang hirap naman.




mtutulog na lamang ako, at mag-iisip kung anong raket ang gagawin ko para magkaroon ng laptop. haha, nawiwindang na kasi ako sa dami ng kailangan gawin. paguwi ko ng bahay pagod na ako, at nagdedestress na lamang dahil talagang sabaw na. sa blog nalang ako natutuwa eh. sabi ni Mel yung Compaq daw mga P30k or less. haha. ewan. in my dreams.

social capital

noong nasira ang car namin, nagamit ko ang social capital ko. hehe. go Sir Leland's lectures!

i meant, noong nasira ang car namin, sinabay ako ng mga friends ko to go to school. si TJ every T-Th, at si Chico noong Volunteers' OrSem. as in sinusundo nila ako sa bahay ko. :)

tapos ngayun-ngayon lamang, ang sweet, tinext ako ni TJ to ask if he'll fetch me. :) we're planning na nga if makikisabay na lamang ako sa kanya for the entire school year, paano, pareho kaming may 730am classes! go philo.

pero hindi muna ako sasabay sa kanya bukas, dahil naglalambing ang tatay ko, so hahayaan ko siyang ihatid ako papuntang school. :)

sige, night.

taxi

hay! ang gastos.

last week, thrice ako nag-taxi. hindi rin naman kasi maiwasan kasi either late na or malakas ang ulan. tapos today nag-taxi na naman ako, kasi 11 na kami natapos sa theo outline. kasi naman eh. ako pa pinakamalayo ang bahay. di ba pwedeng overnight na lamang yan? para hindi ko na kailangan umuwi? ang hassle kaya umuwi ng ganon ka-late.

hay. oh well. the things you do for education.

now i must sleep, because it's 1234am.

You Are Near

- Dan Schutte
(Based on Psalm 139)

Yahweh, I know you are near,
standing always at my side.
You guard me from the foe,
and you lead me in ways everlasting.

Lord, you have searched my heart
and you know when I sit and when I stand.
Your hand is upon me protecting me from death,
keeping me from harm.

Where can I run from your love?
If I climb to the heavens you are there.
If I fly to the sunrise or sail beyond the sea,
still I'd find you there.

You know my heart and it's ways,
you formed me before I was born
In the secret of darkness
before I saw the sun in my mother's womb.

Marvelous to me are your works;
how profound are your thoughts, my Lord.
Even if I could count them, they number as the stars,
you would still be there.