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i can't always expect people to give the same amount of love that i give. i can't always expect that what i do for them would be given back to me.

ganon talaga. there will be always disappointments, but i should not keep those from keeping me from giving out my love.

i know what happened last night was very disappointing. i felt that my friends have abandoned me. i felt that they had no time for me. even if i was so scared, no one was there to hold me. i thought to myself, how come when they needed someone, i would readily drop everything just so i could give myself to them? but i guess i should not expect too much. i'm sorry if it sounds so selfish, but there are just really times when you need to have a friend by your side.

what's the learning experience?

i don't know yet. i'm just really trying to understand it now. i'm trying not to be too disappointed.

basta ang alam ko, this should not affect the way i love. rather, i should even give more.